可是,有时你对我的太度,我时在接受不了。
我不知道该怎么办,但我知道要我放下你,我真的做不到。
也许我需要的是时间。但我试了,我真的只爱你。
i got my wisdom tooth extracted and for tt, costed me 566$ and 6days MC
where i can only take 4 days.
well 3 days cos one of the day is my off day.
cause my workplace is shorthanded. but anyway i shuden tk such a long mc cos i oso just join e company.
BUT my jaw/gum/throat is hurting me badly!!! i cannot swallow the first day.
2nd day was better but i bleed everytym i tried to move my jaws to eat.
):
Foong got his new hp.. but on budget so he got a
sonyerricson w580i

My hp which i bot abt 1wk ago, k660i (i like simple & white phs)

Oh just received sme emails.
One frm Nuffnang, they r looking for parent bloggers!
I hope i get some ads to do.
One is frm POSB, if u guys out der have debit card, use it!
From nov 1 to dec 31st,
ders lots of promotions/discounts on selected outlets.
Im def gg to use my debit card more often.
But i cant spend this mth alr.
Have to give mum money, niks doc fees.
yep gg to CAMP at home & watch movies everyday.
Jus listened to a few of Jay's songs frm his new album.. i dun really like it leh.
But duno la. everytym i don like.. but i keep listening & i'll like e song.
heh.
alrte, gg to watch dvd with nik now(:
gdnite friends.
@ 10:06 PM
I have toothache. i duno is it because of my wisdom tooth.
I HATE toothaches can! And I HATE BEING SICK.
and SHATEC just told me im not eligible to GRADUATE!! Because i haven completed my practical. DUMB FUCK.
i still owe em 4days i guess. Kenny too & we're both pissed.
when is deepavali btw? think i have to call christopher n ask him.
its his celebration. hahahahaha.
-i wana go jb. its been 2 mths since my last trip.
*i wana curl my hair.
-i want-ED to dye my hair like blonde? sigh. but everyone disagree.
-i wana bring nik to the movies. (: wana catch a movie soon myself too.
-i wana mit up wit alot of ppl but i hardly have time.
-i wana graduate frm shatec. it sucks.
-i wana get a new job, change ocupation. nurse looks cool. but i cant even gt into poly!! because of my freaking F9 in maths n sci. im so dumb & lazy fuck.
-i wana be slim but i cant stop eating. food is like sex lah!
-i wana bring nik overseas.
(:
now im hungry again.
damn.
@ 11:44 PM
Woo had 2 days off this wk as i claimed PH.
My two days went spend wit galfrds & foong.
Went to Yum hse in e morn befre meeting the gals and i had macaroni goreng! Sedap..
A post for you!

Met yel & vans on tues. We went shopping but dint buy anything):
So we took pics! At least gt something ma. (:
*above* Vanessa, My best frd since sec 2. but we hardly mit up.
*below* Yelena, Also My best frd for few yrs alr..
The three of us..
At niks party.
Kenny is somehow involved wit my sis. wahahaha.
I don wan my best frd as my bro-in-law!!!
haha, my sister's reaction.
Candid. show ur teeth!
*yawns*, im sleepy. i work at 3pm tml! Nice life.. (:
@ 11:55 PM
i still rmb its taken on new yrs eve. and he waited for me to finish work.
think i finished at 3 tt day. and we spend the nite tgt. (:

Today at work we played Tic Tac Toe!
And I am CHAMPION!!! hahahaha.
My family came down to dine at my working place..
Nik came as well. i was so happy to see him (:
Gota tuck in now, nid to wake up 7am tml.
@ 12:15 AM
@ 1:33 AM
But my area manager talked to me & promised me it wont happen agn, so for the sake of him, i'll stay and c how it goes.
Anyway i dont intend to stay der for long. The most 6 mths?
I still have 10mths to go... and IM FREE FROM F&B! I SO SO wana change job man.
I duno wad but i'll figure it out.
Today im at home, resting.
My frds area asking me out. But aku malas sia!
Just wana stay home wit nik.
(:
Mummy bot me a Rolex! *Oyster perpetual datejust.
The pic looks kinda horrid. The watch itself looks nicer(:

Its nice la but i cant wear it everyday cause i work in the kitchen):
Im gg to buy foong a watch during his bd..
Anyone can suggest me some nice designs for guys watch.. ? Seiko brands?
Budget is 150-200$ =x
I feel like having a pet.
Ive had hamsters, fishes, terrepins, guinea pigs, chicks, dog, rabbits etc etc.
i think at one pt of time my hse was like a zoo.
hahahhaha. and i think i have the crappiest pet names. shall not mention em.
Ok i nid to get a new hp soon so i can post pictures or nt my blog will b so boring.
):
@ 5:23 PM
Fig & Olive management is so FUCKED UP.
I have been working at Fig & Olive E!Hub for the past 1mth plus.
First they promise me a 5 day work week & alternate shifts.
For the past one month plus.. i onli got like one or two morning shifts each week and never once i got a 5day work week. its always 6days work week.
Only two ppl in the kitchen. when they nid u, then they call u.
Its so last min... i don like.
and many many many other things.
tiko manager. fucker asshole.
Just so many things happened to make me say the word KNNBCCB and FUCK like a milllion times.
im fucking pissed.
now are u sure u wan a piece of me?
@ 11:43 PM
Have been working afternn shifts for e past month.
So haven been seeing nik lately. sigh.
He's growing up so quick now.
He's 3, standing at 1m.
Im 19, standing at 1.59m.
He's gona be a part of me forever, like a tattoo.

*Done at Far east. costed me 60bucks sia. For such a small picture.
Niks bd cake this yr, from Grand Hyatt Singapore.
Customized cake. well he likes hi5. Gift frm Foong.
Supposely 120$ but he is wrkin der, 50% discount.

Had a party during his bd but haven got the pics yet. shall upload asap i gt em.
I also packed party bags for his classmates at school.
Nik was unhappy when i din giv him wad he
ok.. time for bed i guess.. nid to go hunt for specs tml morning (:
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