Going to talk abit more about Andy (my boyfrd)... cause i think only Pat really knows him.

He is 25 this year.
how we met was during the first time i played l4d at home . I bot the game.
First game i played was with him & apparently we hit it off well.. chatted. . that time he was experiencing one of his downturns in life... his closed one passed away.
so he cuden slp at nite & knowing me im an owl i sleep late too so we will spend every night playing l4d & chatting on the ph.

until one fine day. sori night we finally met when he asked me out for supper.
kinda shock cos its late & he lived in the west. but i cud feel how he felt cos i cant imagine the pain of losing my loved one and i was hungry + wanted to c how he looked like in person.
i agreed.
so he drove over to my place & we went for supper at Wp.

Tts how we met. and frm der we actually met consecutively for a mth without fail for dinner.
he works at changi so rather near my area & aft work he wud bring me. o smtimes nik too for dinner.
guess we both developed feelings for each other cause we had common interests & both understand wad we wanted in life. not juvenille anymore. .
plus he hit it off well with nik too! smtimes nik seems to like him more than me!!! grrr!!

u know when u're young, the kinda relationships u have.. u stick to ur bf all the time..u get jealous at every other girl hes close to.. u don allow ur bf to do this/tt. u argue all the time. u threaten to do nonsensical stuff if he leaves u.. no.. i used to be like tt.

but i really am sick & tired .
that kinda r/s only drains ur life away. so damn tiring.
i wana get into a r.s not to tire myself but to feel better. . encourage. motivate. help each other. make life better not more miserable.
thou i wud have to admit i dont mind being single cos i just failed so many times in r.s
but i feel attracted to u in ur ways towards me. & i hope im right. (:

needed someone tt understds me & mature . having the mutual trust in each other. tts u!
i'm kinda sensitive sometimes & we always disturb each other but sometimes i get mad & he will suffer. sorry. but wana tell u .. u've been a great bf.! ^^

andy's still sweet as ever. always worried im hungry & gets me dinner all the time. travelling here & der for me.
now its like 2am in the morn & he ordered macs for me.. knowing im tight on financial he paid for me so all i have to do is receive the free macs at my doorstep. hehehe.
i tell u!!
THE BEST MACS MEAL I EVER HAD> omgomgomg.
the fries so damn hot like its juz fried. usu delivery fries suck. even hot oso not as hot as today!
the mcspicy burger oso hot. hot bun.
i only start to eat the burger aft i finish the fries & it was still hot.
juicy mcspicy chix thigh patty. smooth. hot. nice.
+ all time fav ice lemon tea. ^_^

he spends so much time for me even thou his work is so busy..
sacrificing his sleep for me.. i really appreciate it. .
words cant express how i feel. time will tell.

iloveyou.

My dental appt is due.. cant go for it cause gt no money!
I usu go every 6 mths.
for my close frens all shud know my gums v sensitive so if i don clean it properly it will start bleeding & i have to end up spending so much more for the treatment.. zz
so once i have enuf money the first thing i wana do is to go for my appt man.

feel shitty now. so many things i cannot do.

i wana eat. even eating normal food oso no money.
looks like its maggie tonight. but anyway i like to eat maggie too. so just look on the bright side (:

I dint sleep last night sia. & stayed up all the way till 9++ in the morning.

I bath nik and gt him ready for sch. I haven seen him for 2 nights alr cause i was outside.
He really misses me. & i miss him too.
So cute. I'm blessed to have you , nik.. I love u.
Mummy really really loves u. Although i dont really show all the time.
But you knw u're the most impt person in my life for without u im not what i m today, a stronger person.
Sometimes i feel bad for not being able to give u a complete family. whn sch nids a family photo its just me & u. when i look at every single pic in class they all have their mummys & daddys.
I try my best to be ur father & mother. but its not easy.
You made me view life in a diff way. You made me live a diff way.
You're everything & if i lose you i cant imagine what kinda of torment i'll go thru.
U're my flesh . if der is anything i have to scacrifice for you, i will do it.
i love u.

No words can describe what i went thru at a young age & i would say motherhood is a huge lifetime responsibility.
Although im still young & therefore unable to do what most of my other friends are all doing right now sometimes i wish to pick up a talent but i dun hv sufficient time o money..

I will just think its alright , i will grow together with you.
Its not abt me its abt u, I'll try my best to let u be happy & have a chance to do the things you like.
You will have a better life, because u have a better mother than me.

ok camwhoring here.


Boyfrd is sick..
So i'm alone this weekend !!!

Dad just came back from hosp so Nik misses him alot & so they're together most of the time.
While i'll be alone in my rm. Either on Facebook staring at my own profile o my Boyfrd's.
If not, i'll be playing L4D.

I'm pretty laid back. too lazy to go town. Unless ders transport.
Orchard is like the last place i will consider to go man. yes. im lazy to tt extend.

So sat night i met Aug & we had dinner & went to the park for a stroll.
Not purposely la , since its on the way we just walk thru the park back to our homes.

ahh, it was nice when we sat down on the rocks just listening to the sound of the waves hitting the coasts.. he was in his own world listening to his MP3 & godknows wad he was thinking..
My mind was just blank.. looking into the endless sea.
I felt tt i was so away frm stressed up sg. & it was a pleasant feeling (:

wanted to L4d but pat was uncontactable ):
cuden slp until 5am in the morn. went for service at 10am.
Pastor Tan was good, anyway i always enjoy every service. looking forward to the 20th anni of CHC. (:

sun evening was nite out with family to Ehub. Had nice stingray..
ate at the malay fdcourt.. usu stingray is topped wit sambal.. theirs macham like got tomyam flavour one. its damn shiok!!!

ok this is a pic of us. . kinda dark uh. taken like at nite & my rm lighting sucks..
cute^^

and my newlove, my razer mouse... *fyi, its a gaming mouse. sad to say its not the best ): i wan razer mamba!*



OK im gg to start jogging tml! Patricia feel free to join me. Just ring my house up. (:
and to my irritating bf, pls get well soon!

Its 5am in the morning & its raining...

I wish i can afford a macdonalds breakfast. Have my hot milo & big breakfast...
*stares at pic below* omgomgomg...

and read my Harry Potter books.

& have a nice nap aft my breakfast. haha.

Isnt tt shiok.... ... .....
grant my wish !!!

I'm so goddamn excited about harry potter !!!
I have to catch it this week man .. ..

My fav char is actually that rupert grint acting as ronald weasely.
a rather weird choice?! haha.

anyway im so looking forward to my movie + popcorn ^_^

for now, im so sleepy cos i juz finished playing a campaign all by myself on l4d...

rushing to sleep nw. nitenite.

I CAN FINALLY COLLECT MY DIPLOMA ALONG W MY WSQ CERTS !!!

APPLIED LEAVE FOR THIS THURS 9/7 TO GO BACK TO SCH & AFTERWHICH GG TO HAVE MY LONG LOST LOVE , MR DUCK RICE.

*HAPPY*

I HAD A GREAT MONTH..
HAVE I REALLY MET THE ONE?

The weekend is coming to an end so quickly..

Then have to start work alr... so stressful.
Plus i cant stay awake.. ):

So friday had CG at Yvonne's place.
After which all had supper at tis Zi Char stall nearby..
Andy joined us.. so abt 11, finished supper.
Andy & i went over to Patrica's place to pick her up for L4D (:

Vanessa wasnt feeling too well & she still went ahead for her oevernight prayers at JW..
Take care babe. Rest more & take some medications. Hope u're better now!!!

Ok, L4d.. we were trashed by the guys. (andy & junjie)
but we had fun. ..

Sat was de-centralized service at expo.
Our zone MJ's service at 0130.. i wk up late. had to tk a cab to church..
Andy cuden join us for service as his work ended quite late but joined us after tt for
"Human Monopoly" basically we have to travel ard wit the clues given as a cg.. once we get there we do the tasks required..

I've no pics with me as all were tken w other camera.
Before the game starts..


End point. East Coast Park

After the whole event .. andy & i went to have dinner. cannot decide where to go!
No parking lots some more.. so miserable. in the end went to Singapore Flyer to have popeyes.
(:
parking is like 5$ per entry. >.<
Nik missed me and talked to me on the ph when i was on the way backk....
CUTIE~ the things he says nv fails to make me smile. (:

Had an evenful weekend but time just seems to pass so fast.

Today is sunday. lazy day.. going to have dinner ltr at TM.