Back t update. but im very sleepy atm actually. -.-

I know ive always been going on & on how gd clement my bf is to me... But its just true.. & today i shall elaborate more on tt.

He has always been patient with me. I gt stressed up pretty easily & everyday im complaining abt the slightest things to him.. yet.. he nv found me irritating & always comforted me/assured me.

He trusts me 100%.. allows me to do whatever i wan... He isnt stingy with me. During the time tt i dint work for 2 mths... he was my support... of cos i still had some savings.. but i hd no income.. yet bills & etc were coming n coming.. he offered to help pay all for me & buy me whatever i needed even thou he himself isnt very well to do. Sacrifice..

& usu when i dont work, i don get subsidy for nik's childcare. tt wud mean like $400 a mth? he even offered to hlp pay for 2 mths.. tts 800$ frm his own savings.... heng i was smart.... & i managed to get the subsidy ... still, even i don bear to spend tt amount on childcare. Nik, not his flesh n blood but he still offered to give me the mny & told me tt its ok.. money can always earn bck.

He doesnt drink nor smoke. thank god. cant stand smoke in the hse.... doesnt drink means tt he doesnt go to night clubs n etc. which saves me all the worrying =)

During the time i had no job, he spends like 4nights in a wk with me.. & somehow it stayed tt way.. recently he got leave yet he spend every day wit me. usu his off he wud help me send nik to sch. so i can slp abit more n hv ample time to gt ready for work. even if he is working. he would send nik to sch befre gg to work.. even on his leave/off, he wud wk up earli to send nik to sch.. go bac hm rest, then fetch me frm work again...

All these small actions might not sound like anything. but its the effort. no matter what i wan.. he oblige me... he is honest, good personality..easy gg, he listens.. he doesnt mind my past.. i am the 1st gf.. lol.. i can nv stand ex-gfs.. so this is good so i have no one to be jealous abt n etc... & the list goes on.....

He may not be romantic at times.. so what? hes true.

& i want to get married in 3 yrs time. Have 1 kid in 3-4 yrs time. and if possible have another. and i will live in a 4 rm flat in sengkang. tts my plan. all to have and be done by the time im 28. =)

Am here to blog about my recent trip to Clubmed. Bt im too lazy to post pics. Spoiler rt.... go check 'em out in fb.... =P

So Bf & I went to Club med Bintan last Apr, no idea why ppl think its a cruise. ITS NOT. can check it out here @

http://www.clubmed.com.sg/cm/home.do?PAYS=362&LANG=AE

Its abit costly... but a nice experience.. we went cos der was a $300 dollar promo off for 2 pax and i knew we had to go if not i can nv bear to spend this kind of $$$ on a hol. LOL. for two of us for a 4D3N stay was abt 1.2k++. quite high end...

*inclusive of the hotel, ferry, food & drinks *alcoholic ones as well*, activities thruout the stay.

Have to say the G.Os der were super over friendly. Even befre reaching, on the bus, cud see them waving at us to welcome us... upon reaching, had ice lemon tea & a resfreshing clean cold towel for us. not the packet kind but the face towel.. Listened to some briefing then was brot to our rooms by a G.O named Jaa. She was frm thailand & shes super friendly. Spoke to her quite alot during the stay =).

Once at our rooms, was happy to see a very cosy n spacious rm... wasnt expecting a room like tt.. der was a side bed.. and air con was cold alr.. we quickly washed up abit & head for our buffet lunch at the waterfall restaurant.

The spread was nice.. der was like western,jap,korean,chinese,indian,cold,hot,breads,soups,desserts... like a international hotel buffet. HAHA. excited like a lil kid & tried almost everything. After lunch we went to the bar to get some drinks. I rmb my first drink was a brandy or rum wit coke & i swore i saw the bartender poured like half full of alcohol befre adding the coke.. lol.
& bf got some cocktail to drink as he isnt a gd drinker.

We spend the day playing at the beach & jus lying der.... the beach was simply beautiful... u can jus sit der the whole day... sipping on ur margarita or coffee... enjoying the sea breeze wit ur loved ones... amazing.. i realli miss the beach....

At night they had performances to entertain us, comedies, music, circus shows, the bars had r&b night....

Ok im really sleepy nw i shall jus sum up...

Many activities der as well. u can try the trapenze *duno hw to spell*, snorkelling, kayaking, soccer, mahjong, pingpong, basketball, tennis, squash, archery, gym, badminton,water aerobics, yoga, thai boxing.. etc as many times as u wan..

& its damn shiok cos the beach is private, only ppl in club med can use. so its damn clean *they said they hav a machine to clean it everyday* sand damn clean, waters oso clean... u know its safe u can jus stroll at the beach a night... and the pool.. u can swim anytime.. even at 12midnight.. shiok or wad? most pools closes at 10pm.. then u can drink by the pool.... u can drink all u wan.. eat all u wan.... play all u wan. end of the day u have a nice cozy air con rm wit a comfty bed then u and ur partner can sleep on & just relax and watch tv....... tt is life man.

And everytime i go overseas i tend to have tis "lost" feeling. as u duno whr to go and ure foreigners. But at club med, we felt at home. any help we nid, we cud ask.... and its safe. Very gd place be it for couples or families. if u brot ur kid along they even hav a mini club to look aft em and plan activities for em!

Ok hope no one got bored reading tis very wordy entry..... now some updates on myself.

Got a pt job as a usher at MBS theatres. One wk work once.. quite flexible..u can choose but i gt my full time job as well so i choose sat.. not bad job.. like if u work 10 hrs , real work is actually only abt 2 hrs as during the show just need to stand ard, u can watch the show too. Pay is like 9/hr and u get paid for trg. so far i went for my first shift. 5hrs... and we had 2 days of trg. and like tt i can get like abt 160+ to my bank acct? Get paid every wk... nice. =))

Plans for BTO to be delayed alil as bf wants to chg job soon.. now hes still looking ard, given the opp, he will change. happy for him =) hope he can get a job related to his exp or his diploma + office hrs!

Next hol destination i duno whr... so many places wana go.. wana bring nik to some as well.. KL, Msia, HK, Taiwan, BKK, bali.. the list goes on.....