IM SICK..
down with the common flu. sore throat. cough.
its soo tiring.

anyways i just got a new job! located @ Bugis.
telemarketing for a photo studio company.. and on the 3rd day only i tk MC.
zzz
wrking is okay la.. not bad..
all my colleagues like female. except the boss. but they are old men.
everyday i wear my specs to work. cant b bothered sia.
wrking hrs 9-6. very hard for me to get up. gota sleep early every night..

i'm so broke. everyday aft work i just go home .. nv do any shopping.
gd thing also lah. can play & spend time w nik.

oh no i feel im getting so boring.
hahaha. i don tk pictures nowadays eh.

i want to go on another holiday again!!! i wan i wan i wan! ):

Was at my Grandma's place .. stayed overnight with nik..
Nik is really scared of the two dogs they have at home so we just sty in the rm like 24/7.
Well sometimes i was outside.. as in swimming and etc.
TALKING ABT SWIMMING.
think the laz time i swam was with max? like.. i think a yr ago.
and befre tt i think i haven swam for the longest longest time. ):
im totally addicted to swimming w/o the sun.. too bad i don live in a condo. ):

Stayin wit grandma was cool even thou no internet to use and no tv.
Had to go to another rm to watch tv. the rm nik was in had nothing but a bed and toys but usu juz stayed in the rm nik was playing in..

Im so broke la. went for this singtel interview today..
Dint go for it cos the slots for working too lil.
I NEED A JOB MAN. shall cont to look tml..

i'll start to exercise.. maybe jog abit.. hope i wont get leg pain again like the laz time when i started to jog. so lousy.. booo..

so many movies to watch but no money. wth lor. ):

nik is so cute leh. he drew a pic of me. but everything was in circle.
i had circle ears and circle hands and legs. hehehehe.
ok. time to ask him to go to bed...

wish me luck .

well caught the movie "Push"

okay lah.. not so bad. not tt awesome either.
cos little choices & i not gona watch watchmen la. like 10 ppl told me it sucks.

Im totally a dental hygience freak now cause i was told i hv sensitive gums.
So i m trying to brush my teeth out aft every meal. haha.
i always tot tt ppl tt brush aft every meal are so clean freaks but now i know why.
i don have a choice:(
if not the gums will red & bleed & swell.

Gross.

Ok.. I am Jobless now because i quit my job.
Time to find a job.. too much time at home makes me think of you.

Trip to the polyclinic was gd bonding time with nik.
Realised tt he actually knows many things tt im not aware of..
Not enough time spent with him.. He's a really smart boy.
Sweet & loving too.

Not many of my friends really get to know nik.
He's actually really sweet & sensible.. even thou he seems really naughty.
Looking at him grow this fast makes me treasure everyday.
Because time flies.
and everyone should go for wad they want cos time passes so fast,
no time for u to regret on wad u did not achieve on.
So i truly believe tt as long as u are happy. nth else matters.

I want to learn mahjong.
Anyone kind enough to teach me how to play?

OH YAH.
This morning, some sicko guy called my home num.. and started talking dirty to me.
EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 8.
motherfucker. i super hate to be awke this early.
tts why my hp always on silent.
YET today, awaken by u and listening to ur crap early tis morn totally spoil my day.
fucking gross! asshole.
don let me hear ur voice agn o i fucking report u to the police...
tamade.

max.

`i wish it were you tts in love wit me. cause i love the feeling of being wanted, being love. who doesnt? '

I LOVE YOU & I'LL WAIT IN SILENCE.

Stayed at home today.. Just watching dramas on9.
& i finally watched tv. i think i haven watched tv for like 2months alr?

Dont know wads wrong wit me today.
I wana go out but im lazy to go out.
I wana sing K but i don wana sing because i sang too much this wk.

Nik is sick agn.
Down wit a pretty bad cough & flu.
Goin to take him to the docs tml.. & i've to visit the dentist tml.

My gums are bleeding like every second of the day & im totally disgusted.
I hope nth is wrong.. ):

Rm still in a mess.
No motivation to pack at all.. i only clean up my rm for u..
and now i know u're not coming anymore. i cant do it.

I love being a mummy.
Fetching nik frm sch.. feeding him his dinner.
Teaching him, singing with him.
Asking him to brush his teeth. Tucking him to bed.
Watching him grow. watching him smile & enjoy his childhood.
Watching him being Happy. Getting hugs & kisses frm him.

The gd thing being a single mum is tt u get all his love..
Im his mummy & daddy. so i have all the love frm him & im so lucky.

(:

Bangkok was cool.. But we overspent. Due to nt doing out hmwrk befre gg der..

So we took this limousine frm bangkok's airport to Grand hyatt & costed us like 1200baht?!
He insisted tt we shud get a cab frm the airport inside..
its totally overpriced. Yes the cab was super HUGE but i wuden mind juz sittin in one of dose pink cabs & juz having to pay 1/3 of wad we paid. zzz.

<3 the pink cabs.



i don hv much photos cos i juz bangkok looks pretty much the same . Buildings. roads.
people. haha. plus my camera totally sucks.

anyways i love the rm we got at hyatt! Its so grand and cosy.
hah. cos i never ever stayed at a 5 star hotel anywhr.
He works at Hyatt in sg so gets free stays at hyatt all over the world..
bt one hyatt onli can tk 3 days.. he got 14 days a yr.


bed was super comfty and huge.

Huge plasma tv too.


Table..


haha the bed agn cos i loved it.




Bathroom
The shower rm.

rack

bathtub


Our Hotel location was great. Nx to this shrine.. so we prayed to the 4faced buddha.
Had macdonalds nearby too! (:
and all the famous n must go shopping malls. including siam paragon, central world.. platinum mall..

Ronald thai version so cute.


The 2nd day, we went CHATUCHAK! JATUJAK. wadever. hahaha. its this wkend bazaar.
damn cool. don miss it. cheap everyday!! Esp clothes.
the fake adidas bags are so cheap n much better quality then dose u find in sg.
like v soft the leather.. but i don use dose bags. so juz walked ard..

The crowd.


Aft walking ard for abt 1hour.. we sat at this small bar.



Took the train bac to hotel & rest for awhile.. went out again in e evening.. to..

had Jap fd at this restaurant called Fuji o smtg.
crowded but the fd was just okay..
shopped & walked ard.
did my nails! for just 200baht. abt 8$++.

went bac to our crib at abt 9plus.. watched heroes3 marathon till like 1+..
watched some animal documentary and turned in for the day.
the bed & tv is just so shiok..

had to check out the nx day.. gona miss hyatt erawan ):

walked ard wit our lugguage. luckily he help me carry.. checked in in this
Baiyoke suite hotel. Paid abt 100++$ for our rm..

*had a living rm.. but i guess the hotel is juz 3 star. looks kinda cheap.




So on the 3rd day. mainly walked ard and shopped for presents for my family.

we had a great lunch at this place call som tum o smtg. it is always packed.
the food's great!



At nite we went to catch My Bloody Valentine @ the cinema near our hotel..
Its 3D and looks damn real.
Creepy part is only 4 ppl in the cinema including us.. then aft the show he don dare use the cinema toilet. hahaha.

went for supper at some roadside stall.. the waiter v friendly.. gave him 100baht for tips..
drank beer. i always choose heineken & him singha.

the nx day. we missed the flight becos i saw the time wrongly.
both of us dint double check either. felt bad & pathetic i cried at the airport..
even thou he dint scold me at all. ):

when i was bac. super tired i slept one whole day.
and..
NIK! I MISSED U.


So over at Bangkok..
WE
*ate like crazy
*drank the best ice lemon tea
*fed an elephant on the streets
*HE caught his first 3D movie
*drank beer like its free
*led stress free lives for 3 days

(:
update again soon. for now.. im slpy again..

well im back in sg.

my trip was OK because of some stupid reasons.
but other than tt kinda enjoyed it. great company.
im super sleepy now so only gg to blog tml.

I CRAVE for Kinder Breuno & i think i miss you.