OMG!

My hamster gave birth last nite. To only 2 babies.
She is so small la. the babies too. One died aft it was born.
The other one was alive.. for a nite. & it died too):

But they dint attempt to eat it leh. The dad even lie down beside the dead baby & slp..
and the mother.. still like made a nest for its dead baby):
so sad. but i think its premature.. cos my hamster itself is so small..
less then o ard 2 mths only eh.. wonder hw it got pregnant anyway :S

Sigh.. feel sad & pity. My hamsters are v nice.. they don bite either.
No matter who handles em..

Ytd was watching taiwanese drama "Miss No Good" starring Rainie Yang & Wilbur Pan.
Got one part SUPER touching.. i cried and cried..
Just made me think abt myself.
Rainie is so lucky. I also wan wilbur to fall in love w me eh.. hahahaha.

Just gona do some packing up today. Its a lazy day @ hm today.

*I am doing every single thing for you. why cant u just start to appreciate!*

I dont know why. Town area has been VERY crowded nowadays.
To the extend tt there is serious human traffic jam & i'll feel giddy aftermath.
Totally ruin my shopping mood):
im still thinking wherethe i should find max @ town on NewYear'sEve. I think its gona be far worst then xmas. I went town on Xmas & the moment i was der, i wish i wasnt der at all. SUPER CROWDED):

Its Weekends & i have no idea at all whr to bring nik to.
Boring white sands & tampines? tampines will be as crowded as orchard lor.
white sands practically has nth tts why it isnt even the least crowded.
pathetic east side shopping malls.

I slp the whole of today. Purpose of tt? Just wana be lazy & stop thinking abt u.

Dinner. Mum got me black pepper crab & cereal prawns. sedap.
Its sat nite. i feel like getting beer & chilling out..lepak..Tapi takde money):

sad sad sad.

So, on my bd.. i definately wasnt looking my best.
No idea why):


After the lunch, we went to Hyatt to collect my bd cake then headed hm.
We hit the bed straightaway and fall aslp soundly.. till 3hrs later= 7pm.
My family was back with nik! Time to cut cake! was still slpy thou.
Nothing beats eating & slping. hahaha. im a such a pig.



My all time fav cheesecake.. i love hyatt's cheesecake. i can eat the whole cake myself!!!

All of us

Went out agn later @ nite to catch: The day the earth stood still. Not nice.
wanted to watch other shows but timings nt right. walked him frm downtwn east.

What i have been doing lately:
-Eating alot of oyster ommelete & beer. its the sex!!
-Went Jb & met my best frd in the same shopping mall twice. wow.
-Watched Bolt, Ip Man, Twilight.
-Got two books to read. Twilight & Grotesque.
-Spent Quality time with my Son. Watching cartoons with him. teaching him cantonese.
-Trying to get a high paying part time job but apparantly i failed.
-Had xmas dinner at my aunts place. GREAT english food.
-Thought abt life.
-Met up wit besties. yel & vans and went to chomp2 for great fd

i cant really rmb wad i hv been doing. weathers really cold this wk, nice to slp but not really to my liking cos i cant stand cold weather.

gona start work nx wk promoting some stuff at supermarket?!?!
hope i can get another part time job. i really nid $$$$$.

Time to watch my taiwanese drama now. (:

Latest pics of em..

their nice 3 toned fur..

The treats i got for my hammies.

A soft toy i caught myself wit 10plus dollars



Befre i went to mit Vincent.

Nice xmas tree outside Paragon, Orchard.

yeah.

Frens

I really liked this mini santa hat i've on my head. I bot it along the streets of orchard for 5 bucks.. & its for charity;)


Also met foong & we headed down to the pub/bar at Pasir Ris Beach..
It was nice cos so relaxing, nice sea breeze & the sounds of the waves..
Fd wasnt too bd too..
The place was called Mid Summer Nite breeze.
Had Cheese Fries, one Breeze chix chop, San Miguel Jug & Barrel.
All for only 86$.. i think the price is rather ok(:(:(:

Tis was the Barrell..


& we headed hm @ 3am..


BIRTHDAY POST.
I had a surprise, once i opened my eyes.. he was in my rm alr??
Then ltr on i gt changed and we left for Shangarila hotel..
The present i received.. this purple crystal ring..
Its like real o smtg plus the powers of e crystal is like "activated"
haha. tts how i translate frm chi.. anyway i really loved it cos he spend time looking for it.



Had buffet at The Line.
The first chef i saw when i walked in was...
MINGHAO!
My ex schmate frm pastry. i totally forgot he was working der.
Also saw Jason, a frdster frd but dint think he recognised me.

Some food we got..

Foong

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

You are a demanding egocentric and therefore quick to take offence. This attitude makes people feel somewhat inadequate when in your company and so it is no wonder that at times you feel alone and unwanted.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

True anot for me?
Somewhere here & der.
Well thanks frds for the bd wishes!!! VERY MUCH appreciated(:
xoxoxo.

IF ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY,

You're bound to have very strong feelings, even about quite unimportant questions. What's more, you could be carrying such emotions over the next 12 months. But what really seems to be important is your need to understand your motives, and why you are attracted to particular people.

yesyes. true.

why cant i stop thinking about u,when i know ders no future for us.
why do i love u so much & everything i do seems to be for u.
why am i willing to give up so much, just to spend some time with you.

i just feel so free & happy wit you.
im just loving with no conditions, no returns, no promises.
but im happy just to see you.
宝贝我爱你。

I've two new members.. haha.
Two hamsters.. got a pink cage w pink bedding n etc.
they're juz they normal breed.. dose black greyish kinds but mine has a 3 tone..
its has this slight goldish colour. and they don bite. so cuteeeeee.
everyone tt saw em befre loves em. i hvn given em names.
nv really got gd pics cos my hp cam juz sucks.




woah. well. things happened bt i wun mention wad.
i've quit at my workplace.

i just dint turn up for work. i know its bad.
but wad happened is definately reasonable enuf for me to do so.
aint gona say wad cos i dont wana say.
and nobody knows abt wad happened. except YOU.

now im jobless! shall start hunting nx wk since this wkend's my bd.
alr got plans. and i have to do make up for sch.

went over to grandma's place @ boonlay on Sun.
i highlighted my hair red but its SO NOT OBVIOUS. unless under sunlight etc. ):):):
on the cab der..




i wish grandma stay wit me.. i love & miss her so much... *sigh.


foong cme over to find me once he came bac to sg...i was so happy.
he put on weight..



i've also put on wt. i can say now is like the FATTEST POINT of my LIFE.
thou my face nv show but arms. waist, legs.. argh. so sad):

and thn i painted my nails this glittery pink. its really nice in actual.


went to ikea with foong the nx day & got mirror & curtains for my rm.
brot nik along too. great tyme. fixed up all the stuff. thanks max! *his nickname*
afterwhich he went bck & i was hungry i called pastamania for dinner.

Nx day, i went out! This time, got my nose pierced. was thinking nose o tragus.
but just a matter of time. so since i did my nose, i'll do my tragus like nx wk o smtg.

*can u see the stud?



got myself a dress frm zara to wear on my bd.
when i try in the fittin rm i look so nice but when i brot it bac hm i don look nice. think they have slim mirrors der..
):

got for my hammies some treats too. this milk one, mealworms & sunflower seeds.
will upload e pics nx time.

going to tuck in now, gdnite frds(:

woo~
Im so into pink nowadays. Haven been shopping lately man.
That day, went to arcade w foong and we got ourselves a pink toy.
SO HAPPY CAN! First time(: @ PS arcade.


After which i met elijah and we saw this super nice+cute xmas tree *taka*


made up of all cute bears!!


and my colleague prepared a special lunch for mi..so surprised!



Its was delicious. thanks. (:

Now my uniform is changed to white colour short sleeved, but still too big for me.
White colour means In charge. but so wad. no pay rise i think.. then no point.
Bigger responsibilities but same pay)':

I'll miss you when u're in ipoh.


My Kitchen


gona turn in now, nid to pack my rm tml(: