Going to talk abit more about Andy (my boyfrd)... cause i think only Pat really knows him.

He is 25 this year.
how we met was during the first time i played l4d at home . I bot the game.
First game i played was with him & apparently we hit it off well.. chatted. . that time he was experiencing one of his downturns in life... his closed one passed away.
so he cuden slp at nite & knowing me im an owl i sleep late too so we will spend every night playing l4d & chatting on the ph.

until one fine day. sori night we finally met when he asked me out for supper.
kinda shock cos its late & he lived in the west. but i cud feel how he felt cos i cant imagine the pain of losing my loved one and i was hungry + wanted to c how he looked like in person.
i agreed.
so he drove over to my place & we went for supper at Wp.

Tts how we met. and frm der we actually met consecutively for a mth without fail for dinner.
he works at changi so rather near my area & aft work he wud bring me. o smtimes nik too for dinner.
guess we both developed feelings for each other cause we had common interests & both understand wad we wanted in life. not juvenille anymore. .
plus he hit it off well with nik too! smtimes nik seems to like him more than me!!! grrr!!

u know when u're young, the kinda relationships u have.. u stick to ur bf all the time..u get jealous at every other girl hes close to.. u don allow ur bf to do this/tt. u argue all the time. u threaten to do nonsensical stuff if he leaves u.. no.. i used to be like tt.

but i really am sick & tired .
that kinda r/s only drains ur life away. so damn tiring.
i wana get into a r.s not to tire myself but to feel better. . encourage. motivate. help each other. make life better not more miserable.
thou i wud have to admit i dont mind being single cos i just failed so many times in r.s
but i feel attracted to u in ur ways towards me. & i hope im right. (:

needed someone tt understds me & mature . having the mutual trust in each other. tts u!
i'm kinda sensitive sometimes & we always disturb each other but sometimes i get mad & he will suffer. sorry. but wana tell u .. u've been a great bf.! ^^

andy's still sweet as ever. always worried im hungry & gets me dinner all the time. travelling here & der for me.
now its like 2am in the morn & he ordered macs for me.. knowing im tight on financial he paid for me so all i have to do is receive the free macs at my doorstep. hehehe.
i tell u!!
THE BEST MACS MEAL I EVER HAD> omgomgomg.
the fries so damn hot like its juz fried. usu delivery fries suck. even hot oso not as hot as today!
the mcspicy burger oso hot. hot bun.
i only start to eat the burger aft i finish the fries & it was still hot.
juicy mcspicy chix thigh patty. smooth. hot. nice.
+ all time fav ice lemon tea. ^_^

he spends so much time for me even thou his work is so busy..
sacrificing his sleep for me.. i really appreciate it. .
words cant express how i feel. time will tell.

iloveyou.