I just wana say im so used to my boyfrd.

I rmb the time when we just got tgt.. i dont think we knew each other v well... we met ard early sep when i was working for starhub.. & only became closer in oct/nov.. got tgt on december 07. one week ltr was my bd, he stayed over.. although i lovr him so so much alr i cant hlp but have this "stranger" feeling. like what if he leaves me in a few mths time.. hows his backgrd like? is he gonna cheat on me? will we be compatible.. will i bore him?
do i look too fat to him? im always in nice clothes n make up when i meet him.. i was so selfconsious & worried tt he might think im too fat/etc for him & he might just leave me aft a short time... worried tt maybe he doesnt care abt nik at all.. worried its just another casual r/s.. & thousands of tots going thru my mind..

but who knew, u are the one. a good & decent guy.. what have i done to deserve someone like you for me? =P lucky me..

However over the past 7 mths.. we spent so much time tgt. & nw im the most comfortable when with him... used to him, the smell of his hair, perfume, breathe, actions, words, the kisses , the huggs, his voice... i could nv ask for more.

I love you!

As for nik. looking back its been almost 5 years. its unbelievable how i pulled thru..
Frm carrying u when i was 16, having my o lvls, when everyone else was still a young teen enjoying life i was making a life changing decision.. & i gave birth to you!

For those curious ppl who like to ask me, i'll just say i gave birth to him naturally & without epidural cos i cud tk the pain.. prob cos i was young. & i just feel tt every woman shud at least give birth naturally once. u knw u gotta try everything out in life.. ;)

You had a op when u were ard 2mths old.. aft my o lvls paper i rushed to KK to visit u, i slpt der in my sch u & went to sch straightaway the nx day for my sci paper.. w/o studying. how cud i concentrate on studies when ive got my very own child? i was more interested in looking aft my baby srsly thn o lvls.

U went thru op, u broke ur bone, u extracted ur teeth, u fell many times, u grow.. i wana thank the friends tt helped me thru when he was younger. cuden hv done it alone..

Now ure five & talking like a sensible boy. We all grow old..
& i wana say this is one of the best yrs ive had so far. i feel like ive the best of both worlds.

Nik & Clement.
I really coulden ask for more. (=